Tuesday, December 12, 2006

wat happened?

haiz i really wonder what happened... why did it turn out like this again? srry to be cryptic need to vent my frustrations. it's like history is repeating itself... and i'm left none e wiser cos no one's gonna tell me anything. isit all just selfishness out there?!

There is an emptiness demanding to be filled. Maybe using concrete is best. It's cold and it's hard but at least it's strong and it'll never be broken down. Anything sealed with concrete can't be opened again unlike healed wounds. Wounds may heal but what's the use when they reopen so easily. It's weak to be hurt.

Seen that, done that, took a risk, invested in it and burnt my fingers. Once bitten twice shy twice bitten thrice shy; damn you.

saw this quote on my someone's nick... "better to have loved and lost than to never loved at all." despite being sorely tempted to disagree in my current state of mind and taking consolation in being a cynical son of a bitch, deep down i can't really fight my optimistic idealogies and my fear of turning into a stone man. so i'm starting a new game... how will this one turn out?

and on brians' blog... "Why do people change? It is such a horrible and scary thing to.. lose a friend to himself." ahh what changes have everyone gone through?

|9:57 PM|


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